I should do this at least every once a week, but I was too busy doing something else and didn't get much attention to do so. It turned out last week ... I finally decided to give time to clean my blushes xD จริงๆ ก็ควรจะทำความสะอาดบ้าง อย่างน้อยอาทิตย์ละครั้ง เห็นมันสกปรกเกินไปแล้วก็เลยจัดการล้างซะเลย
I could use just some soap for cleaning process, but I got the idea of how to clean them perfectly by Michelle Phan. Because I don't have olive oil in my house, I only use the dishwashing product. วิธีนี้จะช่วยทำให้แปรงสะอาดอย่างหมดจดจริงๆ ดูจากรูปได้ สะอาดขึ้นมากๆๆ
Look at the difference a little closer. You can see all the pigments on the plate, very dirty xP Because I use the dishwashing product, it's very easy to clean the pigment off :) Just rise them off and look how clean it is พอใช้ดิชดรอปเวลาล้างสีที่อยู่บนจานก็เลยออกง่ายมาก แค่เปิดน้ำเฉยๆ ก็หลุดออกแล้ว (แต่ถ้ามันแห้งก็เอานิ้วถูๆ หน่อยนะจ๊ะ) แปรงก็สะอาด จานก็สะอาด เป๊ะมาก!!
The problem is still here ): Damn I wish I could quit this stupid job already. At first I thought I would just do it for one month..then Sis' told me having a job isn't the problem about not having tme to do Amway.
She said if then I would accomplish something before this time 'cause I was 100% free before. She's got the point. I agreed with what she told. I should get another job before quiting the old one because money isn't everything, but I wouldn't want to ask from my parents all the time ): It's time for me to grow up and stand on my feet.
Gosh, I'm just so afraid of not making it in time though I know the solution of this problem is just go out and do the work. At the end of the day I feel like have no energy left, and I wanna go home and do things I want to. There are times I wanna give up, but I always know I cannot do that......
You know what? Forget it!!! I'm quiting this job and I don't care about anything anymore. If having another job besides Amway because I haven't accomplished anything is what I should do than SO BE IT!!!! I'll get new job at least the one that I'm happy to go to. More money would be awesome and better too :D Why keep doing thing that doesn't even care to make you happy?? That's it!!! I'm quiting this job. I really am going to.
My life should not be this miserable. I own this life and I will live this life as I want her to be. I'm the one who have plan for her, I draw the future for her, and she will walk it the way I want her to. NO ONE ELSE HAVE THE RIGHT EXCEPT ME!!!!!!
I got a job as a receptionist @ some hotel near my house. Because I’ve never had any hotel work experience, they sent me to another hotel they own for a week. I thought it would be fine because I would be able to gain some experience, and who know I might like working in the hotel. How can I put this together? I guess.....it’s not what I expected. Surely, I didn’t expect it to be like I want it to be 100%. I just didn’t think it would be THIS HORRIBLE :-x
The first week was somewhat I liked though the Hotel was so far away. People were friendly enough and I didn’t feel so bored of not having things to do. At least, I got to help them answering the phone and welcomed the guest. At this hotel, they have more working system which makes everything neat and much easy to make some work done. The only reason that makes me don’t want to work there because of the distance and the fact that I have to stay at the hotel. If I move there, it would be so disconnected for me because I don’t know anybody around there….how could I expand my business???
Here, the hotel near my house, is much much worst!! The only thing that’s good about this hotel is the atmosphere, beautiful huge room, gorgeous swimming pool, and a semi-privacy that you can have. You’ll be happy to stay here as a guest, but not as employee ): Working here takes all my time away. They told me I might have to work afternoon shift 2-11 PM very very often …“means everyday if no change necessary” I don’t mind working hard, but I mind if I have to waste all my time doing nothing instead of going out and do my Amway work!!!
You cannot go anywhere though your heart is screaming just to get out!!!
It really is such a waste of time with paying less money than I need. For your information less than 10,000.- per month wouldn’t cut for me to stay. Besides, I feel like it’s…it’s sucking all my energy away. My friends told me I should choose work that makes me happy while I’m working; if not then…nothing would be successful. As a result, I decide to give them one month and I’ll quit this job. I need to arrange the time so I will be able to do Amway work as I have planned.
Only 4 weeks left before September starts. I want my success to be a gift for my mom…and also it could mean that my chance to meet Bill is closer to reality *hopeful* What I learn from Law of Attraction is that “I need to be happy and feel good in order for God to help my wish come true” Right now, I barely feel any good )': Somehow, it’s difficult and I know that if it keeps go on like this. One day I won’t be able to force myself to fight and eventually give up on everything…all my hopes and dreams. I might just let it be...let my life be. It can suck as much as it wants, and I wouldn’t do anything about it.THATis what I fear the most.
I looked at my other blog and I found some post that involve with Amway, so I decided to move them here.
Nov 11, 2010 @ 2:35 AM
Before I went to bed, I wanted to put something here as a reminder. After Amway meeting ended today, something came to my mind and told me to make the change. Start things now!!
1. Achieve the goal within this December 2010 - I want my parents to be happy with their lives when they turn 60
2.L.A. is my chance to meet my love,BiLL K., and don't want to miss another Amway trip - I already missed two trips. History doesn't have to repeat itself
3. My mom and I want to have our NEW HOUSE!!! - It's required a lot of money to build the house with garden, swimming pool, basement, big rooms, and with all the new furniture.
4.I need to lose weights,at least 10 kg, for my own sake because right now I'm getting too fat - "I have perfect body for dancing, wearing really cute lovely and sexy outfit, fitting in with my sweet super rockstar <3"
5. My family is having financial problem ): This has never happened before - There's just ME in the family who can help, that's how I see it. To prevent the problem to go worst and for me to be happy with life....Amway is the Answer!!!
6. It's crap for working like normal people. It won't help me to fulfill my dreams any faster. By the time I have all the money, people I love might not even be there anymore - I don'twant to tiemyself with boring work and sucked normal life. I'm not meant to be like that. I must achieve in AMWAY, break free, and be able to enjoymy time, freedom, and life.
Nov 30, 2010 @ 5:16 PM
I've been working with Nok Airlines for a month now, and only one conclusion I can think of is "Working FUCKING SUCKS" This is just only for the intership :(
Wait!!!! Maybe working isn't really that bad because I remember that I have fun working even though it used up my energy at the end of days. All the staffs are really nice and I really enjoy working there. I actually have fun working when no dumbass gets on my nerves. Yeah, working is not really that terrible. However, it's still not what can help me achieve my hopes and dreams. Definitely not what I want to give my whole future in its hands. HELL NO!!!! Well,..what really get on my nerves right now are...
First, doing the internship is the tiredness already and they still make you do the freakin' report :( I mean come on! I know it will be used for the evaluation and as the example for the next gen. But really why do you have to make it complicated? Some of the words I can't even underdstand the meaning of it. So how the hell am I supposed to make them done in time.? Not only the internship report that I have to do. The time records, each day assignments and all that. Ugh!! Work is already so much why reports and such :(
Second, this internship eats up all my freakin free time!!!! In case ya'll don't know....I already experienced about works. Duh!! I really don't want to do this anymore and some time I just wanna quit. It's just.....I wanna have my own time doing things I wanna do. Yeah, you might say those things I want to do are rubbish. At least, they make me happy *smirk* so what the hell would you choose between things make you happy and things make you wanna go to hell?? This makes everything so clear to me that "After I graduated, I will be miserable for not having any fun since I have to work work work and do things that bite my head off!!"
That's it!!! No I don't want this thogh it's a kind of job that I love to do and been dreaming about it since I was a little girl. No!! I cannot let this happen to my life. I have to make the diffences in me. I don't wanna be like any grown-ups who admit the things that only trade them money by taking all the times, hopes, dreams, and happiness in their lives.
I WILL NOT ACCEPT THIS HORRIBLE TRUTH!!!!!!!
Dec 15, 2010 @ 1:35 AM
Been a while since the last time I updated the blog. Was pretty excited today. Look what I've got ^^
Got them from buying Amway promotions!! Gotta say that it was very impressive because I didn't expect the make up bag will be this glam looking which comes with the blush set PLUS the two handbags are way bigger than I thought.
This is just perfect ^O^ Amway is really amazing!!! <3
This is another blog of mine lol Suddenly, I decided to make blog about the best business that I have joined for almost 5 years now. Anyway, this is a "personal" blog which means I'm going to put almost everything that I have in mind....say it's a sharing ^^ By the way, the "Best Business Opportunity" in the world that I'm so proud to present to you is AMWAY. Yep, you heard it right. For those who so hate about this business...don't come and say bad thing about it here (in case any of you come across my blog) Go express your opinion somewhere else.
I don't know about you, but to me...Amway is great because it's like the only job that can help me get what I really want in life. This business answers the questions that I have. Certain jobs are fine, but they just won't make my dreams come true...at least not in 100 years xD Many people say bad things about Amway. Amway is this, Amway is that..Blah blah Blah. Well,..like the old quote says "Never judge the book by its cover" so if you have never been the part of this business and never willing to open up your mind to truly understand about Amway. Do not say you know about the business.
Last thing before I go, opportunities have their ways to find you and if one of them is Amway.....open up and study it until you understand what this business really is. You won't be sorry later I promise ;)
