Decision!!

Dear Blogger,

The problem is still here ): Damn I wish I could quit this stupid job already. At first I thought I would just do it for one month..then Sis' told me having a job isn't the problem about not having tme to do Amway.

She said if then I would accomplish something before this time 'cause I was 100% free before. She's got the point. I agreed with what she told. I should get another job before quiting the old one because money isn't everything, but I wouldn't want to ask from my parents all the time ): It's time for me to grow up and stand on my feet.

Gosh, I'm just so afraid of not making it in time though I know the solution of this problem is just go out and do the work. At the end of the day I feel like have no energy left, and I wanna go home and do things I want to. There are times I wanna give up, but I always know I cannot do that......

You know what? Forget it!!! I'm quiting this job and I don't care about anything anymore. If having another job besides Amway because I haven't accomplished anything is what I should do than SO BE IT!!!! I'll get new job at least the one that I'm happy to go to. More money would be awesome and better too :D Why keep doing thing that doesn't even care to make you happy?? That's it!!! I'm quiting this job. I really am going to.

My life should not be this miserable. I own this life and I will live this life as I want her to be. I'm the one who have plan for her, I draw the future for her, and she will walk it the way I want her to. NO ONE ELSE HAVE THE RIGHT EXCEPT ME!!!!!!